I’d like to get married as soon as possible, I don’t really know how much longer I have in this world you see. I don’t want to freak anyone out but I know that there is only so long that I have left to live. It’s not ideal but it’s how things are, I’ve come to terms with it. I will talk to the funeral director to find out what my options are, we can take it from there. I don’t know how my love will feel about this. As soon as I tell her I’m sure that she will understand. It’s not like I am doing this to hurt her; I know that it will be impossibly difficult but it is something that I must do. There is no point in burying my head in the sand, pretending that I’m not going to be gone soon. I am going to be taking that long voyage and the sooner we all can accept this, the sooner we can start to get a handle on the funeral service. Perth has been my home for some sixty years, I will have my funeral here. I believe the best thing for everyone is for me to call up the Perth funeral home and see to the details on my own. I want my love to come with me, she is the only one who has yet to deal with all of this. At the end of my short time on this planet, it won’t matter what happens to me. I don’t know what happens once I’m gone. It matters to my darling, that is why I want her to be with me, both of us together before we are no longer able. I know that the cremations in Perth will be dignified. It’s a family tradition after all. My family is going to help my darling out and give her all of the support that they can give.